Maybe because Johnny has worked almost every New Years since we've met, maybe because it reminds me of how fast the time goes by, maybe it's because I think it's overrated cause everyone stays up till midnight and yells "Happy New Year" and then thats it it's over, (I mean listen to the New Years Eve music it's so depressing)maybe it's cause I think of a good year ending instead of a good one starting.
I don't exactly know the reason but I don't enjoy this "holiday" at all.
I know this is a lame post and it's pessimistic but it is what it is.
I am going to work on an attitude adjustment and try and enjoy myself tonight and have fun. I should consider it a pre New Years resolution and I will have THE BEST TIME!!!!
I hope everyone has a fun and safe night.
